Can You Feel It?

the past few days have been quite exhausting. my grandparents threw a bbq last night. a few days before that i was busy preparing wit my cousin and aunt (my granpa put me incharge) shopping for stuff and marinating and chopping and cutting. at one point everyone got so frustrated with everyone and everything! argh! finally last night, it happened. the fire took an hour to get started, and then the bbqing started and everything. the food turned out real good. we was nice cuz it was just the family, we had dinner outside at the porch. there was tons of food: fettucine (i made it!), potato salad, chicken, beef, garlic bread and sausages. i think i got a tiny bit tooo excited cuz i just grabbed everything and started chewing on everything. ganas, so very ganas. i got full really fast because of that. in the end, i didnt end up eating much. aiseh. i was already freaking tired by the end of the bbq.



it was 10, i called carmen quickly and found out i still had time to join them. as tired as i am, i quickly rushed home to change and went straight to carmen's house. weeee i had time to joined them! i was pretty annoyed that the bbq kept changing dates and it ended fallin on the same day as carmen's birthday. thankfully i was able to join them! phew.



we went to laundry and had drinks (non-alcoholic for me thank you). we just stayed and chatted. it was SO GOOD to see everyone again and just catchin up, even though it was hard to hear everyone throught the loud music but it was all good.




went back to camen's place to cut the cake (a very yummy-delicious-evil-chocolate cake, which i took seconds and thirds and erm, fourth?) hahaha. then we changed and slept. well kinda. me and shiat stayed up later for a chat. we were just talking about crappy stuff. it was really fun to see her again and catch up with her! argh! at 4.30 we still couldnt sleep so we decided to disturb carmen in her room, but she locked her door. aiseh. so we just went back to the room and chat summore until we fell asleep around 5.30? hahaha


it was an amazingly fun night. eventhough i had both the bbq and birthday celebration on the same night, tired as hell, i enjoyed my butt off! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!

XOXO

Good Morning Baltimore!

Yesterday, me carmen and denise went to play bowling! gosh its been awhile since i'v played. it reminded me how much i used to love playing bowling. i still do, but its starting to die out because I don't play it as often as i used too. sigh.

Today, i went to watch Atonement with naz and luc. its such a great movie! you need to watch this movie. Its a love story only theres not much love-story in it. there was betrayal and such and i dont wanna spoil it. the beginning was really good, but it got i tiny bit laggy in-between. so if u don't fancy slow movies, then i suggest you don't watch it.

and oh, there's a hottie in it too. James McAvoy

(YUM-MY)

yeapppp dats the guy who played Mr Tumnus in Narnia!

(LOL, who would have thought?)

I was messing around photoshop. I thought of doing something with guns (random, no?) then i remembered Fall Out Boy's song, My heart is the worst kind of weapon. score!

Tell me what you guys thing about it please? Luc said there was something wrong with the heart so i changed it. and then now, im kinda happy about it, but not as happy as i should be.

made another one, from the leftovers, which one do u like better? tell me k!

The Piano

I actually thought this clip was going to be funny. its so, lovely/sad/brilliant.

Green and Greener

WOW my Green and Greener deviant has been featured on another artist's journal in deviantart!!! OMG!!! its really overwhelming man! terharu k!

click here to see it!

thanks to the feature, my views have been goin up and as well as my favourites!

i know 118 is not much for some, but to hit a 100? compared to some who gets 200,000 hits is like OMG for me! it feels good to know that there are people out there who likes my photos... im still starting out as a photographer... i just how i'll be really amazingly good one day!

i think the same photo has been featured before once in another journal, but i lost the URL! which totally suck, god knows why i didnt save it!

so far, that has been the most popular photo in my gallery =)

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I HAVE THE SMALLEST BLADDER IN THE WORLD!

AND ITS SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGG!

Let Me Take You There

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!

im not gonna ramble about how sucky my papers was, but instead, im gonna ramble about the GREATEST BAND IN THE WORLD,

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

i was fortunate enough to be able to go to their concert =)

i went with siti, a fellow mcr worshipper, and we arrived at the stadium at 4.30 pm eventhough the gates open at 6.30 pm ><>

Sadly, we didnt get to the front in time, for now....

And by the time we actually got a good view, One Buck Shot had finished playing! i'm like whoa! i like where this is going! Pop Shuvit came out on stage around 10 minutes later? and they started jamming! considering i'v had to wait longer before, i was really happy that things are moving fast! which means : MCR is coming out soon! I was really impressed by both the bands, they were really really good! Pop Shuvit performed and that was it. i was like: WAS THAT REALLY IT? IS MCR COMING OUT SOON? OMG! *HYPERVENTILATE*

We actually had to wait quite awhile, i can't tell how long it was. I didnt bother looking at my watch because it'll just make me anxious even more! then, FINALLYYYYYYYYYYY ARRAGAGGAGHARGAGRGA!!! they came out.

Gerard Way is so beautiful. Ray Toro is so fuzzy. Mikey Way is amazingly hot and Frank Iero is effing hot! they started of the concert with "This Is How I Disappear" and i was just completely awe struck! Gerard was working the stage! When he sings, you feel all warm and fuzzy inside! like the world is finally right. I couldn't stop staring him. He was just so amazing.

Gerard Way

Frank Iero

They performed songs from the latest album including Mama, I Don't Love You, Disenchanted, House Of Wolves, The Black Parade and Teenagers. And Thankfully, some from the previous albums: Helena, I'm Not Ok, Give 'Em Hell and more. At one point, i had no idea what they were performing. I just zoned out because i just can't believe i was there. i didnt know the lyrics, but i sang out words that does not make sense! i just absolutely can't believe i'm here!

Ray Toro. He did a jawdropping solo on his guitar

One of the highlights from me, is when they performed Cancer. I became so overwhelmed. This song hit home i tell you. When im listening this song at home, i already get all emo. But to see them perform live infront of you, was even more amazing. (This song reminds me of my mum =() I was holding back tears. I kept myself strong man. BE STRONG SARA BE STRONG! dah la the lightings everything was so freaking emo! they performed it so well. sigh. SUMORE IT WAS RAINING! aiseh, emo moment there.

AND OMG, I SWEAR AT ONE POINT GERARD WAS LOOKING AT ME! (PFFFTTT, that's wat i wanna believe anyway, screw it) sigh, his dreamy eyes just sings to to you. You can't help but be captured by this spell that he has cast upon us. " I love being in this band" he said. and so do i gerard, so do i.

Mikey Way

They ended the night with Famous Last Word! where at one point i actually called Luc so he can hear them play too! i held up the phone in the air and hopefully he heard he's fav song from MCR! (kesian he missed cuz he had to study!) When they said goodbye, i was reluctant to believe that the show is over. Time flew by SO FAST! when i was in the line before, it was SO SLOW! cis!

SITI GOT THE SET LIST!!! so jealous!




after the show, we tried to sneak around the stadium hoping we would bump into them. We waited at the back entrance of the stadium (one of the guys working there tipped us). We waited there for nearly an hour! LOL! i had that tiny hope that they will drive out from the entrance, step out of the car and sign my poster. wishful thinking sara, wishful thinking. SADLY, didnt happen.

Hahah i sempat take this, we were at the back alley and lighting was interesting

It still hasn't hit me that I was at the concert, watchin my favourite band perform. It still hasnt hit me. wat the hell is wrong with me? im pretty happy with the pictures that i took too! ok so its not that awesome, but try taking pics when ur being crushed by thousands of people behind you >< ( i almost got the front when some chick pushed me away!)

the rain did not stop us from having the time of our life. MCR, the one band i'v been waiting for ages to come by. i was lucky enough that they decided to stop by malaysia for a show. im pretty much really happy now =)

*I didnt even bother to take the drummer's picture because Bob Bryar wasnt there. One of the band's closes friends was filling in from him.

The World Keeps Spinning

There were like this bunch of stickers that were inserted in The Star newspaper today.. I was kinda annoyed cuz it was all like happyy traalalalalala~ it says "choose a happy ending"

and i do think there will be a happy ending one day..

but none of them are going to be like those on the stickers! atleast that's what i think.

so i took 'em all and paste 'em all and wrote stuff around 'em all.

i find it funny. ha ha.

Run Me Over With A Car

darn, i got tagged by Luci. oh well, since i'v got plenty of time in my hands, WHY NOT?

How am I gonna spend my day with my love one?

- a picnic at the park
- moonlight walks on the beach
- or sitting at the balcony, watching the ocean (i love doing that)
- watching movies at home
- take a drive at night. wherever the roads leads us too
- OOO photoshoot! he'll be the model ofcourse or both of us (whichever ><)
- baking! brownies and cakess~
- Lay a blanket on the floor, switch off the lights, hang up the disco ball (for effect) and and then, put on our favourite music real loud and just plain old lay there and listenin to music and just talk! (hahahaha what were u thinking?)
- if he plays an instrument, i'd love to see him play/jam
- stone all day long~
- we'd be going shopping ofcourse
- exploring new places to eat! trying out delicious mouth watering food
- exchange the most lamest jokes on earth!
e.g: *lets just say my loved one is this random guy called, i dunno kimi?*

sara: knock knock
kimi: who's there?
sara: cows go
kimi: cows go who?
sara: cows don't go who, cows go MOO!
sara and kimi: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LOL YEAH LAME. anywayss... that's kindaa all i can think off right now...

ahhhh, i can already here him going:

I Am The Walrus, Cuckoo-Ka-Choo

A Night Out In KL

after a very long night, we ended up at sky bar. The view was simply magnificent! we're going there for my birthday or something~ ha ha

Shot this when we were at a red light

Amazing view, no?

Siti, Hot Stuff

There's a swimming pool smack in the middle! felt like jumping into it!

Its kinda funny, 3 days before exams, i was so determined to study my butt of, but in the end temptation struck. but did not regret it! =)


Across The Universe


Bloody brilliant movie! addicted to its soundtrack! grrr, each time the comp is on, its either "hey jude" or "dear prudence" or "strawberry field forever" or u get my point =)
Its a love story set in the year ---- (haha i forgot wat year) its a musical based on the Beatles music. I don't really listen to them, but their music is really good actually.


My Chemical Romance


this sunday, prepare to be rocked by them! gahh its annoying to see them all over papers, radio and tv! its killing the mood..... but no matter what, i still can't wait to see them!
After years of waiting for them to come........
Fall Out Boy and My Chemical Romance both in the same year?
BEST YEAR EVER!

She Wants It

Yesterday we went and celebrate isabelle's birthday at the curve!

started out the day at ikea. we were craving for meatballs or atleast I was... and then turns out they weren't serving any!! IM LIKE NO WAY! cis... i ate the salmon instead and so did isabelle whilst charissa ate sausagess... i was actually looking forward to the dessert, IKEA'S CHOCOLATE DAIM CAKE!

its the awesomest cake i tell you! *droolssssss*

After a really good meal, we went shopping! i bought a dress and a pair of jeans (Finally!!!!) and now, im broke =( but i got new jeans!

they found hats, pretty hats.

The christmas decoration was up, so we decided to camwhore!


we took a break from camwhoring for Big Apple's doughnuts! FINALLY my first time trying them.. 2 words YUM-MY! okay so maybe one... but who cares man! its Big Apple!!!

sigh, the last bites of our doughnuts

then we continued camwhoring..

yeah im too lazy to post them up cuz we took tons of them! hahaha

and then we just decided to end the day, as our legs was about to fall off!

hope u had fun babe, and again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABELLE!

XOXO

Filthy Gorgeous

Did i mention i was in a photoshop-brushes downloading frenzy?

still wondering if i should post this up on deviant art....

will update on isabelle's birthday!

The Mixed Tape

Hi! or as they say in italian Ciao!

its kinda funny cuz here we say ciao as goodbye, but in italy they say ciao for both hello and goodbyes! so u just never know whether they're saying hello OR goodbye to you! sigh, so confusing!

i miss italy... i want a t-shirt like this... for some apparent reason, to show my love for italy? i dont wanna get into italy now, nanti emo..

but it would be kinda cool to have that t-shirt

anyways, i was washing my car a few days back and then i had the urge to take photos of the kinda clean car. but i got distracted from them and started taking pics of my lawn full with overgrown weeds and such. Here are some of the shots that i got:

I found a bug, or is it a moth?

and this hairy thing, which kinda looks cool-ish

and then i found this beautiful bug, its colour was just so contrasting with the background

*notice my very-just-cleaned-car?*

I'v got tons of songs to listen too! i think i'v got like 10 albums?! luci was kind enough to burn tegan and sara songs for me since i lost the ones he sent to me (yeah a whole album!) impossible no? he added a few other albums in it: Cinematics, Gorillaz, Maroon 5 to name a few. Charissa gave me like 4 albums, 3 of which is from Jamiroquai, and am still trying to listen to all of them! lol! and John Mayer's continuum, which i have fallen in love with <3>

The assignments season is over! FINALLY! its been such a hectic-omg-im-dying week, glad that's over.. and now FINAL's season is starting next week.. but hopefully i can manage all three papers =) i'm trying out this thing called "being optimistic" i hope that works for me. if not, i'v been screwed! 3rd, 4th and 14th december are just days i'v got to get through!! *cough* (hinting australia people when im free for yum cha =D)

hope to see u guys soon! <3

I KNOW I KNOW!

IV GOT SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TOOO!! MUAHAHAHA


AUSTRALIA PEOPLE IS COMING BACK TO MALAYSIA! TRALALALALALAL~


Sue Mae, Denise and Liyana aka rambut aka maggi aka grapes is coming back!~

syok syok syok

Waiting For The World To Change

Charissa told me today that I havent been updating my blog.. and its true... sigh... between the no time and my internet suck, i really have no excuse not to blog.. i think cuz iv got nothing to blog about... how sad is my life?


someone has been downloading brushes!

Yeah im just experimenting with colours, i know its not that great...

im a rockstar, baby im a rockstar

On a serious note, global warming people! do you know how much our lives are gonna change in the future because of global warming?

Im in a photoshopping mood now, so expect more vectors from me ( i love vector now)

ciao the mao!

Ello chaps!

first and foremost, i apologize for the lack of updates.

recently, my careless and stupidness caused me to almost lose something close to my heart, my laptop. *yes im being overly dramatic* i dropped my laptop and broke the screen. I was just walking to my bed with it in my hand, it somehow *magically* fell out my arms onto the hardwood floor. the sound of it crashing on the floor still rings in my hears. *still being overly dramatic*

I was apart from it for more than a week. In that week, i realized how much i rely on my laptop. I love it so much, but i depend on it too much.. I couldnt upload photos from my camera, no photoshop, no music, i was going crazy i tell u. Though the cost of repairing it came as a shock to me, broke my heart too, but i was glad nothing else was broken, but just the screen. PHEW. I will be extra careful everytime i handle u, my dear laptop.

Anyways, i got tag by charissa! wee my first tag!

8 Points my perfect partner should have:

1. He has to be funny

i admit, im a sucker for funny guys. But i dont want him to be funny to the extent of irritating! he just has to know when to make me laugh and when to stop. Lame or not, as long as he can make me laugh when i need laughter in my life, im good!

2. He has to love music

Im a music fan. Can't really live without music actually. So he has to love music as well, cuz then he would be really annoyed when i put on My Chemical Romance or Michael Buble in the car. If he can't appreciate music as i do, the door is that way, dude.

Bonus points if he plays an instrument!

3. He has to be patient

I can be very un-patient sometimes, to the extent of annoyance. I can't help it, im trying to be patient though! anyways back to my perfect guy, he should atleast be able to tolerate my moments of impatientness. I know its hard, but if he is able to do so, um..... amazing!

4. He is able to make me feel special

Yeah! i wanna feel special too okay! its not often that i feel special in the world to today. Atleast make me feel that i'm wanted in this world. It'll bo good to feel that way once in awhile. Specially coming from my perfect man, makes it extra special!

5. He has to be able to trust me

I dont want to be with someone who wants to know where I am 24/7. he should be able to trust what i say and what i do. he has to be able to trust me hanging around other guys. cuz if he doesnt trust me, then that would suck. Plus, I too would wanna be with someone who i can trust.
6. He has to be accepted by my family and friends

As long as both my family and friends approve, then im good. He should also be able to feel comfortable around them and likewise. I dont wanna have a guy who my family and friends hate. It'll just be plain uncomfortable!

7. He has to be smart

yeap! i dont want a dumb guy, seriously. If he is too blur to notice that im sad, then he's dumb. If he is to dumb to know when to shut up, then his just plain stupid.

but as long as he's stupid enough to fall for me, then i'm good! =D lol!

8. He loves me for who I am, and I love him for who he is

speaks for itself.

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but we all know who my perfect partner is...

lets keep dreaming now shall we?

KIMI WINS

WOOOHOOOO!!




i can't believe kimi won the WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP!!! it was a miracle i tell u! A MIRACLE!


I almost missed the race actually.. i was too sick to even watch tv! so as i lay on the bed with the laptop infront of me, i decided to watch or atleast read the commentary on the race with the live timing..




when i saw kimi was number one and hamilton was basically 7th, i couldnt believe my eyes!!! HOLY MOLY! the clouds has opened up and the sun is shining! hamilton cannot, i repeat cannot win! 1st he is a rookie, 2nd his ego is the size of a football field! hmmm make that two football field!

after that i just decided to watch the race on tv, it was around 10 mins until the race ended.. i should atleast take the effort to watch my future husband win his first championship! *cough*

*drools*

im soo HAPPY he won it! he absolutely deserved it! all his hardwork paid off... he won by a one point lead against alonso and hamilton..

BUT, i heard that mclaren would be appealing the results of the Sunday's race to the FIA.. if anything wrong, they would strip away the title from kimi and hand it over to hamilton..

i'm like WTF?

SORE LOSER GILER LA!!!

dah kalah, kalah la! kacau betul!

so now kimi will have to wait for days, or weeks or even months for the REAL results! he is the world champion, for now.... mclaren is delaying the appeal, because they're still thinking if they should go on with it *stupid*... they're trying to mentally torture us man...

dear mclaren,

you lost. deal with it. your golden boy screwed up BIG TIME.

now go home and cry.

and we'll see you next year! and beat ur arse again!

xoxo
sara

p/s: u guys are stinky sore losers tau tak.

boohooo hammie wants his bottle now papa!

im so mean... but u mess with kimi, YOU MESS WITH ME!

anyways, its so exciting to watch kimi celebrate.

"YAAAYY" "OOOO" "AAAHHH" "WEEEE"

i wish i could be there and give him a bear hug and celebrate with him.... sigh..

i hope the appeal does not get through man... cuz that would stink!

Wow its been awhile since i'v blogged. its harder than I thought!

Hari Raya this year was not as fun as it used to be. but it was still okay..

My grandma didnt cook much like she usually does, and i didnt get much duit raya =s

On raya, my cousins and aunts and uncles came over to my grandparents.. I kinda couldnt stop stalking one of my little cousin cuz he was just so amaingly cute! grrr i just wanna pinch him every time i see him! I got a few good shots of him! he's so adorable!

I wasn't kidding when I said i stalked him through out the whole day. Im kinda lazy to edit them, but if u check out my DeviantArt, I posted up an edited version of one of the pics above.

click here!

sigh, he's gonna be a heartbreaker when he grows up!

I ended up playing chess with siti by the end of the day.

she's so serious!

basically, nothing much really happened for raya...

except iv been eating like a pig >< now ="(

shall update more soon!