Pretty much sums it up

Biko toughen up

Ahhh, Father's Day

One of the many things we'd never be able to celebrate again

Birthdays, graduations and Hari Raya

Days like these are what we would look forward to celebrating

I'll always remember how you'd make a big breakfast for me on Valentines Day
because you'd say I was your Valentines.

I'll always remember how you'd get me the thing I want most each year for my birthday

I'll always remember how we'd look forward to the bazaars during Ramadhan
and we'll always end up buying more food then we could eat

I'll always remember how i'd make you a card every year when I was young for your bday
and i'd always end it with a "sorry! no present this year" because I was too young to go out by myself to buy you a present

I'll always remember when i was older, I bought you Missy Elliot's and Eminem's cd for your bday
and get a "YOUR DAD LISTENS TO EMINEM?" from my frens

(yeah my dad was cool that way)

I was really looking forward to you watching me graduate,
because everything I did to get to that point 

was for you

And it breaks my heart to know that we'll never get to celebrate any of these days anymore

we'll never have moments to share anymore

Foolishly I Fall

How much more perfect can he get?

SRSLY?

stayed up to watch his live webchat.

it was like we were webcamming with each other but not really.

but it was still cool nonetheless.

super cool.

he played some songs 

and this new one called London Foolishly

/MELTMACAMICE

sorry, takleh resist jugak.

who can resist Fabio Cannavaro anyways?

Captain of the Italy team! 

he's so hot its not even funny anymore T_T

sorry, takleh resist.

My aunt said maybe it was the money woes that kinda lead to my dad's passing.
If the cancer and heart disease genes don't kill me, we'll know what will.
Hidup memang best (y)

Stopped myself before i ruined it.

hmmmm.

I don't get it

Can someone enlighten me on why life is so hard complicated?

The only thing that's driving me to a pulling a white flag on life

is when everyone around me doesn't think i can do it

and it sometimes get a little overwhelming when some expects a little too much from me.

This morning my cousin called in the early hours of the morning

okay it was at 9 lah, still early.

and the last time she did that was when my uncle passed

I didn't bother picking up the call cuz i was just too sleepy

but it did run through my mind, hoping there was no other death

but 10 minutes later my brother came into the room and said our aunty passed.

If i had a penny for every time someone around me passes,

I would be blardy rich.

Back to my question, do let me know if you've got an answer for it

and no,

"because if life was easier people would take things for granted" 

is not an answer.