I will never let you go

Dear Dad,

Every single day i can't help but wish that you're still here.

Sometimes I forget that you're not.

Sometimes I forget I don't have a father anymore.

And sometimes forgetting that helps me forget about the pain too.

I wish you were still here 

to tell me what to do

to tell me that i'm making the right decisions

to tell me that it's going to be okay.

I just need that support that i've always gotten from you

which has gotten me through 20 years of my life

because at the end of the day,

its your support, 

its your words that counts.