Hardcore Days & Softcore Nights

so it was that time of year again.
tried to be strong
put it wayy at the back of my mind
considering it was a double paper day
funny, it worked. wasnt as affected, which i was hoping.

another funny thing, or not, both falls on the same date. 2 months for you and 13 years for you. now isn't that a double blow? just when you thought one was hard enough to handle on its own, i've got two at the same time. its like squeezing lemon on an open wound.

got this for you at the the morning market in italy since all the old people there wore them
it was a bit too small for you, so i thought you wouldnt wear it
till the other day, i found out you would wear it around the house,
when you read the morning newspaper and so.
it was downstairs where i found it, you took it around when i thought u'd never wear it.
i took it home, since you wont be wearing it anymore
or anyone else for that matter.
but just the thought that you would still wear it around after all that years since i gave it,
itkillsme.

things are never the same as it used to be.

the house seems to be getting gloomier.
i dont look forward to sunday teas anymore.

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13 years, 13 years, 13 years.

13 years.

its been that long already?

=(

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i'll pay a visit to both of you

soon.

okay, now i'm affected